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der zauberberg

Mon Nov 24, 2008, 1:06 PM
"... zaman hic kesintiye ugramadan hep ayni sekilde akarsa, elimizden kaymaya baslar ve zaman duygumuz, yasam duygumuzla oylesine baglantili ve ic icedir ki, bu duygulardan birinin zayiflaması demek, oburunun de aci ve yipratci bir deneyimden gecmesi demektir. can sikintisinin kaynagı ile ilgili bir yıgın yanlıs dusunce dolasir ortada. zamani yeni ve ilginc seylerle doldurmanin, onun gecmesini sagladigi - aslinda kisaltmak demek istiyoruz- buna karsin tekduzeligin ve bos durmanin zamani agirlastirdigi ve onun aksina engel oldugu kanisi yaygindir. oysa bu her zaman boyle olmaz. bos durmak ve tekduzelilik bazen bir ani ya da bir saati bile uzatip can sikici bir hale getirebildigi gibi , hiclige indirgenene dek , cok buyuk , hatta en buyuk zaman dilimlerini de kisaltip eritebilir. tersine zengin ve ilginc bir icerigin saati ve hatta gunu kisaltma ve hizlandirma gcu vardir ve boyle durumlarda zaman kanatlanir, daha genis bir acidan baktigimizda da zamanin aksiina genislik , agirlik ve daha somut bir bicim kazandirir ve boylece ruzgarda savrulup giden o bos ve tuy hafifligindeki acinasi yillara oranla , olay acisndan zengin yillar cok daha yavas gecer.
can sikintisi denen sey, aslinda, zamanin tekduzeliginin neden oldugu sagliksiz bir kisalmadir ve kesintisiz bir degismezlik , genis zaman alanlarini, kalbi korkudan oldurecek denli daraltir ve her gun oburunun ayni ise , tum gunler bir gune indirgenir ve kusurzu bir tek turluluk en uzun omrun bile, goz acip kapayana dek gecemis bir kisalikta lagilnamasina neden olur. aliskanlsk, zaman duygusu uykuya yatarsa ya da en azindan renksizlesirse ortaya cikar ve insana genclik yillari yavas, daha sonraki yillar ise gitgide hizlanarak akip gidiyor gibi gelirse bu aliskanlik yuzundendir. yeni aliskanliklar edinmenin ya da eskilerini degistirmenin , altinda yatan sey; yasami korumak , zaman duygumuzu yogunlasirmak , zaman deneyimimizi yavaslatmak ve boylece yasam duygumuzu yenilemektir."

  • Listening to: bob dylan - highway 61 revisited
  • Reading: buyulu dag
  • Eating: time

tag şeysi

Sat Aug 23, 2008, 4:33 AM
:iconbbloop: tarafindan taglendim. bir dahaki taglenisime kadar serdar ortac i secmek icin duydugum cilgin istegi bir tarafa bırakiyorum ve "god save the queen" diyip basliyorum.

Kurallar $unlar:
- Bir grup veya $arkici seç
- Sorulara sadece grubun veya $arkicinin $arkilarinin isimleriyle cevap ver
- 6 ki$iyi tagla


~ Di$i misin erkek mi?
the great pretender.

~ Kendini tanit!
staying power.

~ arkadaslarin senin yanindalarken ne hissederler?
Friends will be friends.

~ Bir önceki iliskini nasil anlatirsin?
keep yourself alive.

~ su anki iliskini tanit.
good old-fashioned lover boy / winter s tale

~ su an nerede olmak isterdin?
now i m here.

~ Ask hakkinda ne hissediyorsun?
killer queen. / crazy little thing called love.

~ Hayatin neye benziyor?
lazing on a sunday afternoon. / innuendo. / bohemian rhapsody.

~ Bir dilegin olsa ne isterdin?
i want it all.

~ Mantikli; bir sey söyle.
who wants live forever.

and the tag goes to...
:iconlefthandofwinters: , :iconquetu-quepeque: , :iconsartlireflex: , :iconcrazybat: , :icongnyz: , :iconchilek:

  • Listening to: i m going slightly mad
  • Reading: queen s lyrics
  • Playing: freddie mercury cilik
  • Eating: time

just

Wed Mar 26, 2008, 3:22 AM
pause.

  • Listening to: mute
  • Eating: time

Cloud on my mind

Thu Oct 26, 2006, 4:08 PM
don't think...don't think...
don't follow the traces..
set the clues free..
forget everything.. realize the nothing.
don't let it meddle.
is it foggin'?
you can forget the answers.
you mistake..
do not... don't let it jeer.
don't let your knowns disappear from sight..
remember.. and hold.. or nevermind..

there is a way..
"No U-Turn" traffic signs on the left side...
look at the way.
don't gaze.. you know it, there is a mirror..
you wouldn't like to see..
it shows your losses..
it shows that you losed..
you losed.
don't look..
you don't need to see the back side..
there is nobody that follows you.
nobody that can meet your looks.
no eye that can meet with your sorrow.
it's your way..
you're the one in that way.
do you have to stick to rules if you're on your own?
yeah, 'cause you always comply with someone's desires..
don't stop..
-sorry!
don't wait..
-please!?

turn on the music...

"In a Manner of speaking
I just want to say
That I could never forget the way
You told me everything
By saying nothing"

and you're the one.. even you can't hear that you weep..
from now on, you can cry..

  • Listening to: Nouvelle Vague – In a Manner of Speaking
  • Reading: waves - virginia woolf
  • Watching: reconstruction
  • Eating: time
  • Drinking: coffee

where i end and you begin

Fri Oct 20, 2006, 5:45 AM
there's a gap between
there's a gap where we meet
where i end and you begin

and i'm sorry for us
the dinosaurs roam the earth
the sky turns green
where i end and you begin

i am up in the clouds
i am up in the clouds
and i can't and i can't come down

i can watch and can't take part
where i end and where you start
where you, you left me alone
you left me alone.

x' will mark the place
like parting the waves
like a house falling in the sea.

i will eat you alive
i will eat you alive
i will eat you alive
i will eat you alive

there will be no more lies
there will be no more lies

  • Listening to: where i end and you begin - radiohead
  • Reading: waves - virginia woolf
  • Watching: the hours
  • Drinking: coke

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